Lonely...

Welcome to PAIN,
The past few days were like WTH and they still are continuing...
Monday and Tuesday had to go for a leadership camp and it was cool, met a few people and had to work with a few. Played alot of mind-fuck games and that really killed my mind. After camp came back to rest...
Yesterday went to see Prince Of Persia with a dear friend but I guess my friend wasn't really happy cause the facial expressions were like giving it of. So ya, at least enjoyed the movie and the companionship of my friend.
Started the day like a fuck, first thing my mum told me is that they want to my dear dog to sleep. It's like WTF, they want to kill her after being in the family for so long... Guess the girl who lissten to my problems is gonna leave me soon as well, no one to turn to for me...
Life is just screwed up, and mine a leaving tortue...

Till the gates open again,
Pain is inevitable, Suffering is optional

Hmmm...

Welcome to PAIN,
Usually I start out with some wierd summary of the day but since nothing much happen this portion will be phased out.
So for the past two days had AFc practice, not to bad actually. Getting the hold of my handstand and learning swipes. Injured a bit but no pain, no gain right? So practices are fun...
Yesterday went to piggy's house for supper. Wanted to take my supplements but didn't cause I ate fried rice with chicken curry(OMG!!!SO TEMPTING RIGHT??), was quite a long day...
Today like what I said nothing much, but I'm gonna NINJA for 2 days as I got to go for a certain event, in a certain educational institute, in the northern site of a certain country...Try guessing^^
Haha, and to that somebody, happy?? I UPDATED ME BLOG!!! YAY!!!

Till the gates open again,
Pain is inevitable, Suffering is optional

Finding The Past....

Welcome to PAIN,

Well the past two days were like shit and today well it's the start of a new month and I really need to do some soul searching. I need to get the Larhvin who was driven by anger, the Larhvin that never gives up and the Larhvin that shows people that he can do wonders. But when I need him the most his not here but hiding deep in the abyss of my soul...
To my dear friend, the only reason I promise to still be here is because of you. So if anyone was to break your heart, I'll break their face because I will not be able to see you in pain as all I want is to see you happy always...
Well, it's gonna be hard to find the old Larhvin but once I do, those people will take back their words and know who we are and that is a STATEMENT!!!

Till the gates open again,
Pain is inevitable, Suffering is optional

Saviour Demon

The gates are open to that person alone,

I may not be able to be your guardian angel because I know I'm destined to hell but I will be your saviour demon and protect you. I'm always here for you and you can count on me. I'll never leave your side even in life or death. If you really need a shoulder to rest your head, mines always here. If you need to vent your anger at someone, my ears are wide open. I'll be your scapegoat just to see you smile. Your teachers might scold you but what other things are they good at? Your a smart person, and it won't change no matter what anyone says. The only reason my heart is still beating is because of you. Do take care...

Pain is inevitale, Suffering is optional

Protect

Welcome to PAIN,
Tomorrow's going to be a hell of a day when Drive challenges Limits, but I'm not going to give up now. After fighting so hard, this is where I'll make my stand.
To a certain someone, I don't if it was my post that got you pissed but if it did I'm sorry because it was before our discussion. I promise to live on for your sake, to protect you. I'm might not always make you smile but you do my my shoulder if you want to cry. You can scream, yell and hit me all you want as I'll be your dummy to vent out your anger. I'll be there for you always.

Till the gates open again,
Pain is inevitable, Suffering is optional