My fnal post

Welcome to pain,
Been awhile since I posted and this is my last post for this blog. Have been doing alot of thinking lately and things fumed up inside me. For the past two days I've caused alot of pain to someone whom I really loved till she cried. I guess my anger brought the worst out of me that I didn't expect to go to that extend, looking at the messages I sent and things I said, I regret everything. You don't have to think me because I rather you hate me and not be bothered with what I do anymore. From now on ( 14th July 2010, 1149hrs) I shall be offically condisered to be of no exsistance in your life so that you can be happy and stay smiling with the one you really care. I shall continue with my life pretending never to have met you, so that I will not have to tortue you anymore. I rather face this world alone like how I used to before I had you. Being alone is something that I'm not new to, so if we ever meet again please just ignore me. Thank you, for being a very good girlfriend, cousin and friend. I love you....

If you want to know my true intentions, it's simple: I want to be out of your life because I cause you nothing but pain and misery. But I went to far and made you shed tears, and I don't ever want that to happen again. So this is the end...

The gates have been closed permernantly,
Love breeds sacrifice, Sacrifice breeds hatred