Apologize?

Welcome to PAIN,
How have your week been?
I guessed that someone was trying to apologize for the things I go through but has nevver thought of the actions and works the person has used and said. I now am thinking that I was made a fool and was cheated because of my feelings. Yes, moving on and meeting people are easy but forgetting what I had and loved is another. You may have already done so but I'm not like you. Words pierce the heart harder than a sword, pictures burn the wound worse that salt.
So yesterday was super shitty, had a very bad morning but thanks to a few people manage to put that happy mask back on my face. Made a few people worried but sorry for doing so, as time to come I'll tell you guys. Offically lost contact with one my closes friends because of some reason which she wouldn't tell.
Today was tiring, but it's worth it. I won't give up ven thou it's only one week left to go. I'll prove everyone wrong and will definitly make my parents proud of me. Can't wait for my mum's birthday cake cuttingat midnight, Love my mum lots.

Till the gates open again,
Pain is inevitable, Suffering is optional