Resoning?

The gates are closed, but this post is for someone alone...
I agree love is two sided and we both made mistakes. You didn't dump me but left me aside after making me wait and giving a simple excuse. When I wanted to break up with you using the same excuse you said everything will be alright but when you say it's not I've got to shut up, listen and move on? What do you think I am?
Of course I had to lie that I've moved on because I want to see you happy and I live a lie because of your happiness. I agree to my many mistakes but you always tell you think it's easy but you have long since gotten rid of me from your life, so it's for you to say.
I'm cheating myself? What do you I look like? You cheated me and lied to me. I ask you to meet me only once but you say no, so when I constantly ask you it's like I'm pestering you to out everyday. But whenever you say you got no time, somehow you'll make time to meet some idiot. I know you too well, and how you act to a person you love so you don't have to hide it.
And I guess it was my mistake for falling for you, not yours. I guess it was my mistake getting together with you, not yours. I guess it's my mistake for asking for a patch, not yours. I guess it's my mistake waiting for you when you told me too, not yours.
So in the end, everything that's happening to me is my fault okay and you've nothing to do with it. You're an angel that has done no sins, but only good. People change, feelings change but memories will forever be intacted.

You know who you are,
Love breeds sacrifice which in turn breeds hate....